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Tuesday, December 26, 2006]
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I had an awesome time on xmas eve. The plan was to spend xmas eve all sad, wet and alone. I went to church in the morning then met up with sharon for lunch, then I went for tea with marcus. And guess what! Just as I finished tea with marcus, mike called!!!!
So I went home and did some jogging to look nice and slim before meeting him at orchard. To think that I was just telling marcus how I so want to go watch the movie Holiday but don't really wanna watch it alone coz its kinda like a "couple's movie". And....mike suggested we go catch a show coz he hasn't watched one for ages...and we both said "Holiday" together!
Had a fantastic time watching the movie...esp since it was with him ;) Plus he still remembered the first time we went out on a date at the movies...hehe...oh man i'm falling in love with him all over again...how?
After one long year of struggling I finally was able to get over him by going overseas, now that I'm back I feel that the horrible feeling of missing him is creeping up to me and tuggling at my heart once more. Heartache reminds me that my heart is (still) alive but never is it desirable.
Dilemma....dilemma...
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Monday, December 04, 2006]
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sorry guys...flight changed to 12th Dec 2006
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006]
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Hey everyone out there pinning for my return...here's it:
Perth------> Singapore
Qantas QF77
7th Dec 2006 Thursday
1225h------> 1800h
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Hmm haven't blogged for a while and Qianyi is complaining. So here goes...I confessed to Mike again a week back for the 2nd time. Hmm you all must think I'm so dumb...why am I so lovesick over one guy for so long? Yeah I've been in love with him for almost 2 yrs already and I still can't get over him. And he keeps saying that though he thinks I'm the sweetest thing ever he can't bear to hurt me?!? Sounds weird right? My guy friends said tt he is using it as a good excuse to say No to me and still remain the good guy...another friend said he might be involved in stuff now so can't afford to be in a relationship. I hope its the latter!!!! I still can't get over why he chased after me 2yrs back and now reject me...hmm...complicated.
Anyway dun bore u all with such mundane stuff....after all u all dun wanna hear abt my complicated love life...you all are airy-fairy abt your real-stable-like-a-rock love lives...and i'm not jealous at all coz honestly it sounds v boring to me :p
I might be flying back on the 9th...though i wanted it to coincide with jas' flight back..but her flight lands in s'pore at midnight! and i dun like evening flights (i take only 6hrs to fly back...sorry jas...i dun have to suffer tt long in the plane)
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| | The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
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You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
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CONSIDER: The Loverboy |
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Thursday, November 16, 2006]
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What Color Is Your Aura??? (7 breath-taking results!!!)

Orange is the color of an…orange. You’re sarcastic, funny, childish, and tend to talk before you think. Confident and out-going, you seem to fit in with most people. You like bringing fun to people’s lives, and beneath that childish-self, you’re self-sarcraficing. You want the people around you to be happy, and you put your need’s last. People see you as a person who’s a little foolish, but extremely fun to hang with, but some people might just wish you would go away. You seek for happiness in others, and just pure fun!Famous Orange-Aura: Ashton KutcherMost Compatible With: Orange-Aura, Red-AuraLeast Compatible With: Green-AuraQuote:“Don’t ask what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country.” --John F. Kennedy At Your Best:Confident, funny and self-sacraficing At Your Worst: Selfish, annoying and hurtful
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What Color Is Your Aura??? (7 breath-taking results!!!)

Orange is the color of an…orange. You’re sarcastic, funny, childish, and tend to talk before you think. Confident and out-going, you seem to fit in with most people. You like bringing fun to people’s lives, and beneath that childish-self, you’re self-sarcraficing. You want the people around you to be happy, and you put your need’s last. People see you as a person who’s a little foolish, but extremely fun to hang with, but some people might just wish you would go away. You seek for happiness in others, and just pure fun!Famous Orange-Aura: Ashton KutcherMost Compatible With: Orange-Aura, Red-AuraLeast Compatible With: Green-AuraQuote:“Don’t ask what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country.” --John F. Kennedy At Your Best:Confident, funny and self-sacraficing At Your Worst: Selfish, annoying and hurtful
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hehe...me and my artsy mood again
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Sunday, November 12, 2006]
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How evil are you?Yeah...I'm not evil!
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| You Are An ENFP |
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Ooo...sounds good! Where have all the people in Perth gone to? I can't wait till I get back to S'pore to meet all my darling friends!
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Thursday, October 19, 2006]
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Oooo...its been a long time since I blogged...almost 3 whole months!!! Well been real busy this time trying to sort out my thoughts and life in Perth. Funny how just a few weeks back I was hating Perth and life here...but now after my anger has subsided I've resigned to my fate. Anyhow I still have at least 8 more mths here if everything goes well in UK...really hope those nice English men over there reading my personal statement is crying to pieces over NOT accepting me in the first place :p Yup I'm really keen on going to UK even if it means spending my entire life paying off the debt! Its been a long while since I felt the passion in me fire up again. Been locking up the thought of medicine tightly in my heart for ages I supposed, coz the reality is that I'm studying law and most likely end up as a lawyer (sharks!). My most dreaded thought now is that they'll reject me once again and I hate facing rejections time and time again :( Thank God for Marcus, jas and shuzhen for going thru this time with me when I was writing my personal statement. Was really losing confidence in myself coz everything in my life was just so shite....
Well would be happy to meet them back in s'pore during the hols...and hopefully my dearest friend marcus would intro nice cool guys to me! Yipee! haha...can't wait for exams to finish...and tt's in less than a mth's time!
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006]
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The tree the tempest with a crash of wood
Throws down in front of us is not bar
Our passage to our journey's end for good,
But just to ask us who we think we are
Insisting always on our own way so.
She likes to halt us in our runner tracks,
And make us get down in a foot of snow
Debating what to do without an ax.
And yet she knows obstruction is in vain:
We will not be put off the final goal
We have it hidden in us to attain,
Not though we have to seize earth by the pole
And, tired of aimless circling in one place,
Steer straight off after something into space.
-Robert Frost,On a Tree Fallen Across the Road
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